High School Sweetheart

I fell in love with my high school sweet heart.

We graduated, got engaged, planned a wedding, spoke of children. We live by a routine where I could almost time every kiss and embrace. We haven't touched each other in months besides our holding hands on car rides. I fell in love with a boy I met in high school and found myself with a man I do not love.

I do however love a man that's completely unattainable and of course it's unrequited. But he is an amazing man in every way possible and though we are just friends, I live for our occasional days spent together. When he talks he is true honesty, when I listen to his words, it is nothing less of pure passion. And when I'm with him, I am a better person. I can't be with anyone else. If ever there was a perfect match, it would be this, but I belong to a boy I fell in love with years ago and he will never know anything of my love. Today my thoughts are with him.